Different

I once wrote that if you asked me if I had ever been alienated I would lie and say I had not. When in reality I have been alienated over and over again in my life by almost everyone I have ever met. In fact most days of my life I am alienated in some way, shape, or form. But the truth goes much deeper then my pop psychology self diagnosis. I started thinking recently about why I feel this way and it suddenly dawned on me that it has to be me. I am almost thirty years old and it took me to this point to figure out that the problem wasn't the whole world, it was just me. I feel strangely free by this information, like a ton of weight has been taken off me. I feel slightly embarrassed that it took me this long to figure it out and I feel remorse for those who have yet to grasp it.